WeddiNG..

Today is my two very good fren's wedding. I attended their wedding this afternoon. It made me recall quite alot of memories with them.

Bout my these two frenz, they started their relationship since secondary school. Many things happened in their relationship - had difficulties for being together, happiness, misunderstood, and etc.. Until today, i saw them having their wedding and going to start another new life in their relationship, i'm very happy with them and wish their love can last long forever.

Today, my 2nd time seen my this guy good fren cries.. I still rmbr the 1st time was at my secondary school time and bcos of this gal good fren too.. The difference is last time was bcos of the gal didnt want to choose him whereas today is bcos he is happy cos can finally get this gal as his wife and able to spend the rest of his life with the gal. Well done, dude! Cheers..

I still rmbr i sms my gal good fren few days ago before her wedding and talked alot bout our school time and their relationship. She said, "thanks for always be there for us, especially me when we have problems in our relationship, and i really wish that you can get your beloved one too soon." I was so happy and appreciate she said so. But, once i think bout relationship and i asked myself, "would i really can get the one? can it be last long?" Then i answered myself, "In fact, it's quite hard to get the right one and it's diffcult to maintain a relationship to make it last long, so just let it be naturally, haha.." (That's y i'm still single now, haha..)

Today, i get to know one thing.. but im not sure whether it's good or bad in the end.. Thus, i choose to keep it my heart. But, i m really thanks to the one that care bout me. Thanks.

It's getting late now. It's time to sleep lo..
Good Night..

My Birthday Celebration?! So Early?!

Today is only 26th of Sept and my birthday will be the end of next mth, which mean it's bout one month to-go.

But today, very funny.. My manager asked my coll to buy a birthday cake and i supposed that cake is for my another coll who is having birthday today. Who knows, when i open the cake and i saw "Happy Birthday to Sept and Oct Birthday Babies" .. haha.. i cant tahan to laugh.. then i told my coll and boss, it's pretty long to go to reach my birthday, then they said nvm, this is the "pre" one 1st .. (maybe will have another one next month.. haha)..

Under such a funny situation, i just can make a quick wish and blow the candle.. so early de birthday cake and wish and blow candle session.. hehe.. 1st time in my life.. ever.. haha..

Just finish my closing work and report, it's bout 8pm now already.. Tired, sore throat..Going to have my dinner alone again , same like yesterday, hmm.. what to eat ler? hmm. think later la, ciaoz 1st la.. So tired..!!

1st blog..

This is my 1st blog in this blog website..I got to know and create this blog from my frenz as they are doing the same thing - blogging.. (I'm blogging my 1st blog in office, sumore in this bz quarter closing period. haha)

The main reason i creating this blog and start blogging here is to express thinking , feeling and etc by writing them out instead of keeping them in my mind and heart.. It's sort of suffering feeling if we keep too much ourself.

Previously, i do like to talk to frenz, chat with frenz (only those close and very good frenz when talk and and share bout serious prob and sad stuffs - family, frenz and etc) and of course exciting stuffs. I still remember the time we spent to hang out, drinking session, sharing problems, clubbing, sing k, movie, lepak and many more..(Hey guys and gals, i missing you guys so much - now most of us bz working, some went Sing, some going oversea soon and hardly to get time together). >_<

Recently, i realised that sometime it's better to express your feeling by writing them out instead of telling or sharing with others. In fact, after graduated from university, i don't really hang out with my uni buddies, secondary and high school good frenz. Thus, things and life goes by without them, it's hard and difficult to share and tell sometime although we do hang out sometime. I do have a group of hang out frenz , knowing them in club, frenz's frenz and etc.. They are nice frenz, however, we seldom talk bout and share each other life and some of them are just frenz and some of them even just can be categorized as "hi-bye frenz"..But, we are still frenz..

LiFe?? I used to ask myself and yet i still keep asking myself , the meaning of life..Anyone can tell me, pls? You are please to share to me on this..
My life nowadays -
weekday : bz working, eat, go back home, online, drama, sleep (doing the same thing everyday)
weekend : sometime clubbing, sometime stay at home clean up room, drama again, online again, sometime just to hang out until make myself tired ,by then no need to think so much .. bout everything in my life..

Sometime, i think myself don't have life direction and unstable life in terms of financial, relationship , job and etc..
How could i have the better life which i can settle down myself ?! When?!
Still finding out..

Will try my best to have better life..Wish myself good luck..haha..

P/s It's time to stop blogging dy, else kena fired then will have the worse life instead. haha..

ByeBye..Ciaoz..